"I was at ease, but He shattered me"

"And you shall remember that the Lord your God led you all the way these forty years in the wilderness, to humble you and test you, to know what was in your heart, whether you would keep His commandments or not." (Deuteronomy 8:2)

I have been learning alot about myself in these past couple months.  The good, the bad, and the ugly.  I have uncovered my hidden motives, my self-righteousness, my impatience, my inflexibility, my lack of compassion, my selfishness.  I have seen myself at my worst.  Trying to have everything go my own way.  But then God throws something like Galations 5:19-20 at me:

"It is obvious what kind of life develops out of trying to get your own way all the time: repetitive, loveless, cheap sex; a stinking accumulation of mental and emotional garbage; frenzied and joyless grabs for happiness; trinket gods; magic-show religion; paranoid loneliness; cutthroat competition; all-consuming-yet-never-satisfied wants; a brutal temper; an impotence to love or be loved; divided homes and divided lives; small-minded and lopsided pursuits; the vicious habit of depersonalizing everyone into a rival; uncontrolled and uncontrollable addictions; ugly parodies of community. I could go on. This isn't the first time I have warned you, you know. If you use your freedom this way, you will not inherit God's kingdom"

Nothing like a wake up call or anything.  When I read things like this I am just reminded how alive God's word really is.

I have also learned true dependence that stems from humility.  True dependence on the only True Authority.  And a dependence that creates a deep longing in your heart.  That nothing, I mean nothing else, can satisfy.  I think of Job 19 when it says, "For I know that my Redeemer lives and He shall stand at last on the earth; and after my skin is destroyed, this I know, that in my flesh I shall see God, whom I shall see for myself, and my eyes shall behold, and not another.  How my heart yearns within me!"

In all my brokeness, in all my shame, in all my mistakes, in all my imperfections, I am loved with a perfect love.  Now that is humbling.  "Instead of your shame you shall have double honor" (Isaiah 61:7)

Copy and Paste this link to see a video on one of our ministries in a township school:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IJR_CtL4adc

A few of the grade 7 boys at Motheo School where Sportslink is coaching

Ubabalo in action:  Incorporating life skills into football practices

Recently, Sportslink spent a day at OM's Mission Discipleship Training Center sharing the basics of sports minsitry

Jabulani Africa!

Sing for joy O Africa

The Lord your God is

Risen upon you

Sing for joy O Africa

The Lord your God is

Risen upon you now

Jabulani Jabulani Africa

Jabulani Jabulani Africa

Jabulani Jabulani Africa

Jesus river of life

To our thirsty land

Savior meeting our needs

From Your mighty hand

Since I think pictures speak louder than words...here are a few!

Meet Elise.  The craziest awesome Dutch girl I know!

My new addition to the office!

Meetse a Bophelo School (OM AIDShope center); running soccer clinic

Volunteered one Saturday at an airshow!

Beautiful garden at the Union Building in downtown Pretoria

My dear, dear friend Rina

South African equivalent of the White House (the Union Building)

Rina and I

My good friend Malemes making a South African specialty: vetkoeks

5am making vetkoeks!

Precent and I! Sudanese Dinner

Chris, Nigel, and Precent.  The men are served first and eat in a separate room from the ladies in Sudan.

Rina, Holly, and I

Hiking in Africa...always an adventure

My friend Abby and I on our hike!

Rina and I taught Precent to ice skate one weekend

One of the coolest 5 year olds I know: Geraint (Chris's son)

Having dry clothes after 20 minutes hanging in the sun...this I love.

Every Wednesday I go into Mamelodi (a nearby township) and help coach at Motheo Primary School.  This boys are priceless.

Every Nation, Tribe, and Tongue

The diversity of the body of Christ is beautiful.  One thing I am so thankful for about this experience is seeing the body of Christ in a new light.  I mean how awesome is it to be in our weekly OM South Africa team prayer meetings with forty men and women from all over the globe -Switzerland, Lesotho, Germany, Mexico, Poland, Namibia, South Africa, Holland, India, Scotland, Canada, Zambia, and America (just to name a few).  We are all so different.  We eat different things in different ways, speak different languages, drive on different sides of the road, wear different clothes, but God’s love has all radically transformed us.  Ultimately, we’re all the same.  Struggling with the same issues.  Warring against the sin inside of us.  Striving for holiness.  Just like Paul in Romans 7:21-25:

 “So I find this law at work: Although I want to do good, evil is right there with me.  For in my inner being I delight in God’s law; but I see another law at work in me, waging war against the law of my mind and making me a prisoner of the law of sin at work within me. What a wretched man I am! Who will rescue me from this body that is subject to death? Thanks be to God, who delivers me through Jesus Christ our Lord! So then, I myself in my mind am a slave to God’s law, but in my sinful nature a slave to the law of sin."

Working in a very multicultural organization has its challenges for sure.  However, just like God promised the children of Israel in Ezekiel 37 that He would make them one nation with one king – I believe He promises this to the whole body of Christ.  Though we are many, we will become one and though we battle to serve God and the flesh, we will bow down to only one.  Jesus’ blood has redeemed us.  Every tribe and tongue and people and nation.

What I've been up to:

The past two weeks have been spent in and out of the classroom completing 2 new training programs, as well as planning a sports ministry committee meeting for all of South Africa (SMSA).  February 9^th, Sportslink played host to sports ministry teams in South Africa.  There were representatives from Athletes in Action, Ambassadors in Sport, J-LIFE, SCAS (Sports for Christ’s Action South Africa), TUG (The Ultimate Goal World Cup Initiative), various churches, and many other organizations.  Thursday, February 10^th- Sunday, February 13^th the Sportslink team and I traveled to Alberton, ZA for a four day CYCAS TOT (Community Youth Children and Sport: Trainer of Trainers).  A TOT is where leaders go to get equipped to teach a course, so we were getting equipped to teach CYCAS to future sports leaders.  Sunday, February 13^th the TOT group and I were in charge of running a KidsGames for a local church as our final test for completing the program (for more information and resources on CYCAS go to http://www.max7.org/default.aspx).  The program we planned included sports, biblical teachings, songs, and skits.  Tuesday, February 15^th-Friday, February 18^th my team went through another training called FLighT (Foundational Leadership Training).  This was simply a leadership training course (not sport focused).  We had classes on Team Building Basics, Mentoring, Listening, Team Roles, Motivating Your Team, Planning & Implementation, Team Communication, Multicultural Teams, and Confronting Constructively to name a few. 

Random Shenanigans:

-After hosting the Kids’Games at a very Afrikaans church where I had the opportunity to act in dramas and teach cheers (where it is quite impossible for my American accent to go unnoticed), I was immediately swarmed by young adolescent girls asking what it was like to walk on the red carpet.  Since, of course, every American has done so.

-While I am sure back in the states y’all are all gearing up for March Madness, we here in South Africa are preparing for the games of the century, the epic battles of country against country, where the Springbok will show its true colors.  That’s right folks….the Cricket World Cup.  This Week.  Tune in.

-After 6 weeks of living in the South of Africa, I can finally say I am starting to pick up some of the “South Africanisms.”  For example, whenever you are unsure of how to respond to a person you simply say, ‘Ohhh, bless you brother.’

A few pictures:

 SMSA (Sport Ministry South Africa) Meeting

 CYCAS TOT group

 CYCAS TOT group again

Working out a coaching session

 South Africans loveeeee their meat!

 Great friends: Esther (South Africa) on her birthday and Finn (Germany)

One of my fellow Americans - Megan!

Becoming all things to all men

1 Corinthians 9:19-27

"For though I am free from all men, I have made myself a servant to all, that I might win the more; and to the Jews I became as a Jew, that I might win Jews; to those who are under the law, as under the law that I might win those who are under the law; to those who are without law, as without law (not being without law toward God, but under law toward Christ), that I might win those who are without law; to the weak I became as weak, that I might win the weak.  I have become all things to all men, that I might by all means save some.  Now this I do for the gospel's sake, that I may be partaker of it with you.  Do you not know that those who run in a race all run, but one recieves the prize?  Run in such a way that you may obtain it.  And everyone who competes for the prize is temperate in all things.  Now they do it to obtain a perishable crown, but we for an imperishable crown.  Therefore I run thus: not as one who beats the air.  But I disipline my body and bring it into subjection, lest, when I have preached to others, I myself should become disqualified."

So the past week has been filled with pasta making evenings, loads of soccer, leadership training, meeting people from all over the world, mountain biking, getting up-close-and-personal with zebras, giraffes, blue wildesbeests, red hartebeests, impalas, blesbucks, duikers, and kudus, getting stung by red wasps, and spending lots of time with Jesus. I need to learn to be better at carrying my camera around, but here are a few photos from the past week.

 A few OMers got together for a pasta-making evening!

 THE best pasta I have ever eaten.

 Mike (OM Financial Development - Canada), Jonas (new Sportslink intern - Germany), Nigel (Sportslink - South Africa), and Holly (Nigel's wife, OM AIDSHOPE - USA!)

Soccer breaks during ISLT (International Sports Leadership Training) Level 1

 20 people. 10 nations: USA, Canada, Germany, Holland, South Africa, Cameroon, Uganda, Zimbabwe, Swaziland, Lesotho

 Servant Leadership: Washing eachother's feet

 Makin' like Jesusss

 Classes on Building Effective Teams, Sport & Bible, Explaining the Gospel, Leadership & Management, ISC Strategic Programmes, and Effective Teaching and Learning

Shalom!

 ISLT Level 1 Certified.  THE group.

 Gotta love the sports world.  Gotta love being the only girl.

Success.

 Hello there.

 Mountain bike excursion.

 so hardcore.

For His Kingdom

This past week has been full of eye-opening and learning experiences.  Sportslink hosted a 4-day Ubabalo training.  Ubabalo is a whole-life training program whose aim is to equip and empower African coaches to incorporate Christ-centered messages and life skills into futbol practices.  We hosted the training in Diepsloot, a township just north of Johannesburg that is home to more than 1.3 million people.  With tiny huts made of scrap metal and no electricty (much like the background picture of the blog) stretching for miles, it's hard to miss the impoverished state these people live in.  There is one grass field, built and maintained by a Methodist church in Joburg, that is the home field for all sports for the entire population of 1.3 million.  So that's one field. And 1.3 million people.  And I thought sharing a game field with two other sports teams during my soccer season was a challenge.  

During the Ubabalo sessions, we learned about the importance of a coaches' role amidst the fatherless generation.  We learned practical ways to incorporate God's word, in relatable ways, to our practice sessions.  One the last day each participate had to prepare for and demonstrate an hour long training session using the Ubabalo principles.  In the afternoons, we implemented the skills we learned with groups of 13-14 year olds from Diepsloot.  It was AWEsome!  The kids' responses to questions we asked would knock you off your feet.  Their lives are centered on the basics of life: water and food.  So when asked questions about their dreams, overcoming obstacles, relationships, etc. some how these things we underappreciate were always thrown in the mix.  After the training, Chris, Nigel and I met with the supporters of the sports field about how we can train more people in the community of Diepsloot to work with kids on the pitch.  Nigel and I are hoping to be able to go out to Diepsloot once a week just to walk alongside the coaches in the community - to show them management and organizational skills all with Christ's love so that this facility can be used fully to its potential and fully for the glory of God.

**If you would like to see a video of pictures and information from Ubabalo this past week, type in

look 06: ubabalo training in diepsloot in youtube or visit the OM South Africa Facebook page (loads more pictures here too). 

Prayer Points:
-ISLT (International Sports Leadership Training) February 3rd-6th
-Venue for Question of Sport (within budget)
-Time management and more volunteers as we look to get more involved in the township ministries

What God is teaching me:


"No one can serve two masters; for either he will hate the one and love the other, or else he will be loyal to one and despise the other.  You cannot serve God and mammon." (Matthew 6:24)


There are 2 kingdoms.  God's kingdom and Satan's kingdom.  God's kingdom is about dying to yourself - because He has reconciled us so we must reconcile others to Christ!  It's about casting all your cares on Him.  It's about putting others before yourself.  Satan's kingdom is about living for yourself.  It's about worrying about what you are going to have for lunch, what fun things you are going to do this weekend, what new clothes you need, and what job will bring in the most income for you.  Man, it's tough!  Because the world is constantly telling us we need to look out for number one.  It's abnormal when someone fasts for a day so a hungry man can have 3 meals in their place.  It's abnormal when someone wears the same outfit to work a couple times a week in order to clothe a naked child.  It's abnormal when you have a presentation to your entire company at 10am, a lunch planning meeting at 1pm, and 3 report deadlines at 5pm to spend 3 hours in prayer.  But Martin Luther said, "I have so much work to do, I cannot get it all done without spending 3 hours daily in prayer."  I want to be abnormal.  I want to run againist the grain.  I can not serve two masters.  


Who do you serve?